Oh, my dear, beloved Joseph!
I wish I brought happy news… I have given my soul, as you have, to open the eyes of those blinded and trapped. I have poured out the L.O.V.E. of my heart. Ever willingly, and vigilant, I will continue to use every tool I can muster to assist you in our Father’s work.
Yet, who listens?
As they fool themselves into pursuing materialism and the vain things of this depraved world while two-faced dealing amongst themselves… all while believing they are worshipping and praising Our Father, as we know Him…
Yet, I write, day following day. I pour, moment after moment, my love and desires to bless and to serve.
Having been succored many times in the past by your gentle guidance and support, I hear you now. Yes, I will share my experience of October 7, 2001 today within my blog post. As promised. In hopes that Someone will read and be touched and changed….
October 7, 2001. My husband had expressed openness to search out what was buried within himself and holding him back from his spiritual progress. He desired to meet Melvin Fish in attempts to have the three of us assist his emotional clearing. So we found ourselves that morning sitting roughly in a circle upon chairs in their gracious and humble home. Mel began describing to “D” the principle of utilizing LIGHT to heal from one’s emotional bondage. I sat in hopes that a “second witness,” particularly a male (Melvin) could prove sufficient for “D” to look at and heal emotionally so that his spiritual journey could really ensue.
Interrupting her husband, sweet Gwena said, “I’m sorry, but I continue to have impressed upon me to convey a recent experience.” She then shared how she had gone to school in Salt Lake with a young man who later became a “General Authority” within the LDS Church: Hugh Pinnock. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hugh_W._Pinnock Gwena went on by sharing that she had recently met a local woman who was also engaged in providing healing assistance and “forgiveness work” in the community. This woman, Julie, had shared with Gwena a story that Gwena was now feeling to share with us.
Julie had been aboard a plane enroute to a seminar. Seated beside her was an elderly gentleman who seemed intent on pleasant conversation, though she had originally intended to be alone in her thoughts. His engaging manners quickly won her over and they enjoyed animated conversation as he became more and more enthralled with her dedication to helping people resolve their emotional issues. Enthusiastically, he had pressed her to teach him everything she knew! He was convinced that his church (LDS) would be just as thrilled to learn how to actually apply forgiveness to become whole and the holy people that they were capable of becoming. And so they had set up an appointment in the near future where the two of them could meet at her home in southern Utah.
However, the meeting never took place. Julie shared with Gwena that her LDS friend and walking partner had relayed to her that Hugh, the enthralled elderly gentleman, had suddenly died following his return to Salt Lake after his conversation with her on the plane. Although his sudden death was supposedly due to “pulmonary fibrosis,” both Julie and Gwena knew what (and who and why) had been the actual cause.
Increasingly, as Gwena is conveying her story, I become aware of a small ball of sparkling light entering the room from near the upper right (to me) corner. Gradually it moved down and enlarged until the light was suspended directly in front of me. Now, it was My turn to interrupt. “I’m sorry, Gwena, but I must stop you. Someone is here and wants my attention.” As each of the other three nodded their approval, I gently focused upon the light before me. “Hugh, it’s you!” I wonderingly spoke. “How can I help? What do you need?”
Then, with emphasis upon each individual word, the essence that had lived the life of Hugh Pinnock pleadingly spoke each of these words:
PLEASE…. Do. Not. Let. My. Life. Be. In. Vain…. Do. Not. Let. My. Death. Be. In. Vain…. PLEASE…. Tell. The. People. To. NOT!!! “Follow. The. Brethren.” Tell. The. People. To. Follow. CHRIST!!! PLEASE… Tell. The. People. To. NOT!!! “Follow. The. Brethren.” Tell. The. People. To. Follow. CHRIST!!!”
What a precious, humble, beseeching plea had been offered. I realized… to me!
I just as humbly responded: “I will, Hugh! I love you! I will get this message out! Yet, I don’t know how, I’m just little ole me. But, yes, I will do everything I can. I WILL tell the people… all people… to follow Christ.”
Mel then spoke up and invited Hugh to “go to the Light” and continue his eternal path.
The four of us, now with added insight and clarification, spoke of our desires to assist Christ… and Hugh… and others who had given their lives as “martyrs” to the cause of Truth. I silently wondered how “I” would ever be able to deliver this most important of all messages. Why me? Who was “I”?
My journey over these last seventeen years has been arduous and one I would have never foreseen. Yet, step-following-step, I have followed Light’s lead.
Now, on the anniversary of Joseph Smith Jr.’s birth in 1805, after I have personally witnessed and experienced first-hand both my own experience as well as having been confided in many other harrowing accounts, I publicly share in tribute to one of my bestest and dearest of friends, Joseph, the above experience.
Oh, that others will begin to open up their eyes and allow themselves to LOOK and SEE and attempt to understand that which they have been blind to!
We have much work to do to assist Joseph… and Christ… in getting society organized and healed and on the path to the sociality and precious renewal that WE originally intended.
Again, I invite… nay implore… you to search the depths of your hearts. On Joseph’s birth and while celebrating Christ’s. Please… follow Christ. Get to know Him. Not the counterfeit Him that ALL religions teach. Find Him within your own humble, sincere heart. He is there. He wants to make Himself known to YOU.
In my pursuit of Real Truth, I have given up everything. Crawling through the “eye of the needle,” I have learned the *mysteries* and am now giving my life to assist YOU to dis-cover Who *YOU* really are, along with your unique gift to offer humanity. As you learn to seek (in the right place and with purified intent), you WILL find treasures of lasting value, along with every promised reward. Together, we will establish a society of humane beings and live life ALIVE, on PURPOSE, and with a sociality unequaled… because we will each BE and view each other as equally and profoundly DIVINE! Please… catch this Hope and Vision and join with me.