There are those who have spurned my words, snarling in slightly veiled derision at my perceived arrogance. “How can she know these things she writes about?” they query. “She acts like she thinks she’s a prophet or even a Christ!” Snap goes the blog page, closed goes the mind. Yet, I continue on, no more to be silenced. Quoting the words of Warren McCulloch: “Don’t bite my finger–look where it’s pointing!” I write, not for my own aggrandizement; I invest my life, not for my self-centered ego; I write for You. My finger points at You, deep within You, into your most pure and holy essence. My entire desire is to show you *YOU,* the brilliant, radiant, eternally advanced YOU that has largely, perhaps, lain beyond your awareness; hidden deep within, yearning for the time, the moment, when you will desire, truly desire, to emerge, to bring Your Self into the Light of day and stand within that pure brilliance, never to step out again.
My finger does not want accolades. I desire no following or control over the human mind. With all of the intensity of my heart, I desire to introduce you to YOU, knowing that this meeting will benefit each of the rest of us as well, advancing humanity that much further to our shared harmonious eternal existence.
Indeed: “Ye shall know the Truth, and the Truth shall set you free.” The most precious, valuable KNOWING in all of existence (“Gnosis”), the very Truth that shall set You free from all stress, worry, anger, lack of any kind… is the Truth of Who YOU Are!
All avenues of questioning lead to the biggest question of all: “Who am I?” And always, questioning leads to the same ultimate answer: the Truth of Who *YOU* Are. Upon seeing your Actual Self in all your naked transparency, you realize that all of your fears have been based on falsehood. By discovering the false facades, and replacing them with the Highest Truth, you will realize the healing of all things visible and invisible, your very Self being the most grand and important healing of all… to you.
IF one goes upstream to the source of each culture’s ORIGINAL basic philosophy, one will find the same driving truth: “Treat others as you want to be treated.” As men have conformed their lives to this treatise (and remember there are three basic levels within this one principle), they have progressed in their soul’s journey of self discovery. They have additionally found peace, not as the world views peace, but peace far more reliable and valuable. “MY peace give I unto you…” (John 14:27)
I have written much about Love. I have defined love in contrast to the prevailing societal definition as: “one’s ability to act, interact, and re-act properly and for the long-term good of all in each and every situation one engages while maintaining peace of mind AND rejoicing gratitude of heart.” I have promised to extrapolate upon my former writings and particularly upon Parts 1-4 of L.O.V.E., the “Level Of Vibratory Excellence.”
I dedicated a significant portion of my previous blog post to shedding the light on my own current temporal situation and my recent relationship transition, bringing to the light that which was hidden from view for most. Until recently, I would have spared another (in this case, “David”) embarrassment or shame for their actions towards me, trusting that “truth will be exposed some day.” However, I have come to realize that TODAY is that “some day.” With the advent of the internet and the weaving together of mankind through technology, “There is nothing hidden, which shall not be openly seen; nor anything secret, which shall not be known and come into the light of day.” (Luke 8:17)
Yes, because of misunderstood compassion, many who are the most sincere of heart and wish to only promote that which is perceived as kindness and forgiveness allow UN-kindness and “evil” to continue to be perpetuated on themselves and other unwary “victims” because of their silence and lack of full disclosure. This apparent victory by the “predator” feeds his sense of accomplishment and success, fueling his errant ways. This is NOT “turn the other cheek!” Thus, much devastation is leveled upon those who are sincere of heart. By my allowing one to continue to prey upon other unwary souls assists no one, most of all the immature perpetrator. Though exposure may initiate more anger and self-justification (as it did in this case), it also presents possibilities for enhanced choice and growth. Knowing that one’s actions are being watched by others, even made public on my blog, allows the possibility of choosing a more virtuous and responsible future. Additionally, the possibility of seeing one’s self in a more true light than one has “blindly” wanted to believe, just might assist the “naked” one to journey forth with more integrity and possibly spare others from similar experiences.
In February of 2015, David began in earnest his soul growth with my assistance and took upon himself the recording of his experiences in journals, acknowledging and agreeing to be used as an example of how an equally precious yet so “fallen” mortal man can find release from his spiritual prison and gain emotional maturity. Although the “natural man” (“devil”) does not readily or willingly relinquish his grip over the pure soul, David trusted that by overcoming his previously unseen and unacknowledged learned weaknesses, he could advance into a life that would assist others as well as eternally benefit him self… his True Self. Through our relationship interactions and my mentoring (with my reliance and guidance upon a much higher intelligence than my own), David progressed until he was finally, of his own volition, able to access his Higher Self (whom he had named “Nathan”). As he told me, because he had accomplished that connection once (May 27, 2018), he “can do it again.” Now, we will see what his future choices reveal of his innermost desires and how long it will take him to fully surrender his “natural man” to his Higher Self.
While many cower at the mere thought of being exposed to the light, hoping to continue to fool them self and all others, clutching their contrived stories of who they WANT to be and how they WISH to be perceived, more and more of us are awakening to the realization that each of us, no matter how tarnished, has an essence of pure and exquisitely dazzling value. It is only when one relinquishes one’s false persona and quits attempting to convince themselves that they are someone they are not and wishes to Really Know Them Self, that wonder replaces the retreating fear and one RISES (versus falls) in love with one’s Self. This Self dis-covery requires persistent courage and brutal honesty. It is NOT for the faint-hearted.
Once in a monastery two monks walked about doing their morning duties. As they passed a small bowl, filled with rain, they saw a scorpion was drowning in the water. One monk reached in to save the creature. As soon as his fingers touched the panicking Scorpion, it stung him and the monk dropped the Scorpion back into the water. The monk sighed, and reached back in. This time he got his grip a little firmer, but still dropped the Scorpion when he was stung. He kept reaching in, as his friend looked on in confusion. After dozens of attempts, the other monk spoke up saying “Brother, why do you keep trying to save that scorpion? It stings you every time you come near it. The monk paused before reaching in again and smiled. As another sting bit into his hand, he took a fallen leaf from the ground and pulled the scorpion out to safety. He finally said: “Because it is his nature to sting, and my nature to save. Don’t forget brother, soon either I’ll stop feeling the pain of the sting and he will be saved, or he will stop being afraid and be saved. Compassion cannot be stopped so easily.”
In my over four year relationship with a precious and glorious “scorpion,” there were many times that we separated, scores of times that I wished to be OVER with the task of “saving” David. Yet, never was my will (Kimberly’s individual will) sufficient. I have long ago relinquished “my will be done” for “THY Will be done.” In other words, I have learned that every choice of mine must be made from a place of “How can I best assist the long-term good of all?” As a part of the “all,” My individual and personal needs are fulfilled as well. As the Monk, I have learned that “We often must do things that we know will cause harm to us, because to not do would eventually cause us the most harm.” Thus, my continued attempts to raise David from his emotional drowning until he was finally capable of proceeding without me as a crutch.
It is my nature to save. Paradoxically and providentially, “when ye are in the service of your fellow beings, ye are only in the service of our God.” (Mosiah 2:17). As I was mentoring David in his emotional growth, continually utilizing the precious jewel revealed in Matthew 5: 11-12, I ALSO was benefitting, drawing upon the very powers of heaven to increase my own consciousness and bringing forth previously unrevealed awareness to further benefit YOU. 🙂
In the Gospel of Thomas (verse 70), Jesus taught the concept this way:
“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
As I have come to Know Who *I* Am, I have seen the inevitability that I must live every moment from the essential spark deep within me, the place of serving others… because that is my true nature. To do less is to harm myself more. I have brought forth that which is within me. I have felt compelled to.
Indeed, as I have listened deeply… and followed… I have learned to embrace my entire Self, realizing and relinquishing those parts that were not truly Me. I have discovered: To love your self is to trust your Self, to trust your Self is to Know your Self. Only when you learn to love your Self can you trust your Self. Only your Real Self can truly set You free.
Shakespeare, in his play “Julius Caesar,” (Act 5, Scene 5, Page 4) had ANTONY say of Caesar:
“This was the noblest Roman of them all. All the rest of the conspirators acted out of jealousy of great Caesar. Only he acted from honesty and for the general good. His life was gentle, and the elements mixed so well in him that Nature might stand up and say to all the world, ‘This was a man.’”
Although many other characters in the story LOOKED like “a man,” only Caesar, acting from honesty and for the general good (or rather, “THY will be done”), was perceived as gentle and whole and truly… a MAN.
Today, there are countless individuals who SEEM like sincere, integrous persons… yet are fooling the masses, themselves included. This now leads to my promised revelation regarding vibration. What IS vibration (?) and How does one Use Vibration to: 1) KNOW Them Self and 2) Never have to guess again when making a decision or interacting with another.
Perhaps the reader may remember watching a particular TV show where a second channel interfered for a few seconds and two shows were to some degree playing at the same time. This has been referred to as the “ghosting effect,” where two broadcasts, representing two different ‘realities,’ occupy the same space.
A Native American proverb has a young grandson conversing with his wise grandfather about two wolves existing and fighting within each one of us. The young boy asks: “Which wolf wins?” His grandfather responds: “The wolf one feeds.”
In prior generations, with the perceived necessity of struggle to maintain one’s existence, most people only gave credence to the material world. Let us term the “material world” the “dark wolf,” or that which society taught was important because it could be weighed, measured and validated by others. Those who saw or heard that which was invisible to others (the “light wolf”) were often ostracized or burned at the stake.
Although many people still cling to the material reality (the “dark wolf”) as the only reality in existence, starving the Spirit (the other “light wolf”), the primary, essential, appointed-to-be-“Alpha Wolf” will not die but will merely acquiesce for a short while, allowing the “natural man” to BELIEVE that he IS the body, and that He is the reigning King in the mortal life.
This is not so. The material reality is NOT king.
The spiritual alarm clock suddenly rings for each one of us at our own appointed hour. It is the “due time” for the “Lord” to be “born,” or rather, to awake from his long slumber… and arise. There comes a time for each of us that that “still small voice” of Spirit (one’s “Father” or “white wolf, one’s True and essential Self) begins to makes his presence known. It is then that the battle ensues until the True, Actual, Divine Self resumes Mastery of the Body and life again begins to be lived, now from a place of powerful humility. Gradually, those with curious and open minds are gaining consciousness and realizing that other worlds could, and do, occupy the same space as ours, but operate on much higher vibrations or frequencies. Unseen, perhaps, but oh so very “Real.”
In our environment, all things that appear to be solid to our eyes, and thus physically “real” (see my post “What is Real?”), are in fact composed of congealed light or condensed energy, that which I have termed the “dark wolf.” The perceived world is merely a limited range of information signals received by our senses and transmitted by various ingenious means to our brain which then converts them into an understandable reality. The brain is, in essence, like a computer, one’s hardware. As such, our consciousness, one’s software, is the “other wolf” the grandfather spoke of, or one’s “true nature” as acted upon by the Monk in the above parable. Within Christendom, this consciousness is called one’s “Father,” “Christ,” “Real Truth,” or that essential and integral part of YOU that, though invisible to most mortal eyes, has the power… and the desire… to become the “Alpha Wolf” and bring one’s temporal world into aligned integrity… from the inside out.
The degree with which one acts in coherence with one’s True Self/ “Father”/ “Alpha Wolf” can actually be measured. Within LDS terminology, the “Telestial” person operates from a 1-33% level. In other words, a “Telestial” person is one who chooses action based upon what is the long-term good of all between 1 and 33% of the time; in other words, they are primarily self-focused. A “Terrestrial” person has acquired much greater alignment and operates from a 34-66% level; while a “Celestial” individual makes his or her choices mostly if not always from a wise perspective of “THY will be done,” or what benefits each of us for the long-term.
Although agnostics, atheists, and every other belief system worldwide perceives the figure (historical or not) of “Jesus” in various ways, all would agree that he operates as a perfect model for anyone to seek to emulate. Repeatedly, I am led to his “Magnum Opus” as found in Matthew 5-7 and to the jewel contained within of infinite value: Matthew 5: 11-12. “And blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, because of that which ye do for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad in your persecutions and afflictions; for so persecuted they the prophets who were before you, who I sent unto the people to teach them these things; for your reward shall be given you from heaven by receiving peace and comfort from the Spirit of God.”
Reading the preceding verses, Matthew 5: 3-10, as a continuum, reflects spiritual growth. (Again… and again… please read and ponder deeply my link: “The Gospel of Christ.”) Verse 3 highlights one who is “poor” in spirit. This would be one who resonates primarily with grief or shame, the lowest vibration one can feel. This is the level of a very emotionally immature individual, one who continually “NEEDS” to be filled with love and validation, though their tank is really a “bottomless pit.” Yet, the point of honestly realizing that one is “poor” in spirit (regardless of one’s financial bank account or material degrees) is a point of reaching UP or, as Jesus says, “who come unto me.” With this step forward, one’s spiritual journey may begin.
Verses 4 through 8 show increasing steps up the “Stairway to Heaven,” or, in other words, one’s climb from “the pit of despair” to feeling better and better and better, programming in those better feelings and actions until they become habits and those habits become one’s character. While Jesus designates those steps as: poor in spirit, mourn, meek, hunger and thirst after righteousness, and merciful; David Hawkins identifies micro-steps as: shame, guilt, apathy, grief, fear, desire, anger, pride, courage. It is at this point, when one has “girded up his loins” and “fresh courage takes” that the one who used to primarily be a “needy victim” begins to take responsibility for his emotions and really advance. Verse 8 of the “Sermon on the Mount” shows: “And blessed are all the pure in heart who in righteousness seek to know God and His ways, that they might understand truth, and not to consume it upon their lusts as do they who are impure; behold, they shall know God.”
It is at this level (verse 8) that one sees and begins to know one’s True Self, the divine being that one Truly Is. This takes much courage and honesty to see one’s self and not the costumed illusion that one has pretended to be. This is a great plateau upon one’s journey. But, being introduced to one’s Self is just the beginning! This is the place of being “born again” or when the “Father” as the empowered “Alpha Male” begins to take over our life and our ego-ic self becomes more and more the assisting servant.
Verse 9 designates one’s growth from infancy (newly born “of spirit”) into one of “the children of God” as they “contend with no man over doctrine. Yea, these shall come to know the true doctrine.” As one more genuinely than ever proceeds through life, they grow into grace; radiating out a power and right assistance to others.
Then, verse 10. “BLESSED” (meaning one’s intelligence is infinitely increased) “are they which are persecuted and mocked by others because of their righteous works; for they shall find their peace and happiness” (not in the material world and its relationships… remember, they are being “persecuted and mocked” by those on the lower levels of material reality) but “IN THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN.” Or rather, within them self they will feel the “peace not of this world” that Jesus promised; a “peace that passeth understanding” to those clamoring for mortal prizes and its apparent “peace.”
Until and unless one is ready, the quintessential worth of the foregoing is overlooked. “Would to God that ALL men were prophets,” said Moses. And HERE, in Matthew 5: 12, the ultimate summit upon the path is high-lighted. This was the “Mountain” that Jesus “went up into to teach unto them the things which the Father had commanded of him….” This emotional mountaintop, the state of great power, is reached by what he exposes in verse 12: “REJOICE and BE EXCEEDING GLAD” (not merely at peace or even glad, but EXCEEDING glad) when… ??? … “when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely,” “because of that which ye do for my sake,” or rather, because you are heeding the “light wolf” when all the others have their DARK JERSIES on. “FOR SO PERSECUTED THEY THE PROPHETS WHO WERE BEFORE YOU, WHO I SENT UNTO THE PEOPLE TO TEACH THEM THESE THINGS…”
Each who has arrived at the state of purity sufficient to understand them Self, life, its purpose, and attain the ability to see where we are heading and why… “prophets”… were required to master the same curriculum. What a singular opportunity for each of us! None is withheld from this degree! Are Your eyes sufficiently open enough that you can see (understand) this exquisite truth? And the reward for the continual, grueling walk UP to the summit of one’s spiritual mountain is to receive “peace and comfort from the Spirit of God.” THIS “peace and comfort” from the “Spirit of God” is the ultimate sensation possible within a human body! It is impossible to express with words and has thus been termed the “song sung without words by the angels,” or “the 144,000.” This quintessential feeling is the energy termed “nirvana” or “bliss.” JOY! And, unless and until YOU, dear reader, experience this level of feeling on a continual basis… no matter the persecution of others while you are doing them long-term GOOD… you will likely pooh-pooh the idea as being frivolous or made-up.
Yet, here is hope.
When one opens their mind and softens their heart and decides they want TRUTH MORE than they want to be seen by others as “good” or “righteous,” THEN, in that humble state, one is able to measure one’s current degree of “spirit.” With sincere intent, one can monitor one’s progress AND determine the level of any and all other individuals, ideas, institutions, books, music, choices… EVERYTHING!
There are those who, like Harry Oldfield (see “Harry Oldfield’s Invisible Universe”), Nicolai Tesla, and David Hawkins (see “Power vs. Force”) have created devises to literally see and/or measure the degree of “spirit” or connection to “the Father within.” Each prophet before you has utilized some sort of “crutch,” be it a “Urim and Thummim” made of quartz, a “Liahona,” a pendulum, kinesealogical testing (see Hawkins’ book), but YOU, dear reader, need not any of those material things, not even another person to assist you. Are you ready? *YOU* ARE a “Urim and Thummim!” YOU have a guidance system within your Self… your Father… that can aid you… always… to make right-use of your life. YOU are a pendulum that can access correct guidance for your life!
When each and every thought and action is chosen from a place of “What is it that I can do (or think) that will benefit everyone for the long-term?” one grows in spirit until the time when one IS Power! One feels this “peace that passeth understanding” CONTINUALLY deep within and truly is an “angel” upon earth.
Current science accepts that our cells are bathed in a conductive saline solution (salt) and electricity flows between the inside and outside of the cell. This is ordinary energy that can be measured and is seen (though requiring instruments for magnification) by the mortal eye. This is the “natural man” or “dark wolf” in operation.
Yet, there is a “subtle” electro part of ourselves which is much harder to quantify and qualify, that we might call EXTRAORDINARY energy. The energies in this category are to do with forces and fields which cannot be tested and predicted in the way that science tends to prefer. Yet, it is this mostly invisible field that pulls each of us forward in our spiritual journey, yearning to be recognized as our wise and guiding Righteous King.
In Hawkins’ book, “Power vs. Force,” he establishes a continuum of consciousness from 0–1,000 which can be measured. I encourage any who wish to understand vibration further to read his book. Within it, Hawkins gives a simple illustration of the various levels of conscious awareness and individuals vibrating within each level’s capacity to perceive. I invite you to read this next section with complete honesty. Which perception do YOU most resonate with?
“Imagine a ‘bum’ on a street corner: In an upscale neighborhood stands an old man in tattered clothes, alone and leaning against the corner of an elegant brownstone. Look at him from the perspective of various levels of consciousness, and note the inconsistency in how he appears to different people and viewpoints.”
- “From the bottom of the scale, at a level of 20 (Shame), the bum is seen to be dirty, disgusting, and disgraceful. From level 30 (Guilt), he’d be blamed for his condition. He deserves what he gets; he’s probably a lazy welfare cheat. At 50 (Hopelessness), his plight would appear desperate, a damning piece of evidence to prove that society can’t do anything about homelessness. At 75 (Grief), the old man looks tragic, friendless, and forlorn.
- “At a consciousness level of 100 (Fear), we might see the bum as threatening, a social menace: Perhaps we should call the police before he commits some crime. At 125 (Desire), he might represent a frustrating problem–why doesn’t somebody do something? At 150 (Anger), the old man might look like he could be violent; or, on the other hand, one could be furious that such horrible conditions exist in our country today. At 175 (Pride), he could be seen as an embarrassment or as lacking the self-respect to better himself. At 200 (Courage), we might be motivated to wonder if there is a local homeless shelter–all he needs is a job and a place to live.
- “At 250 (Neutrality), the bum looks okay, maybe even interesting. “Live and let live,” we might say–after all, he’s not hurting anyone. At 310 (Willingness), we might decide to go down and see what we can do to cheer up that fellow on the corner; maybe we’d be motivated to volunteer some time at the local shelter. At 350 (Acceptance), the man on the corner appears intriguing: He probably has an interesting story to tell; he’s where he is for reasons we may never understand. At 400 (Reason), he’s a symptom of the current economic and social malaise, or perhaps a good subject for in-depth psychological study.
- “At the higher levels, the old man begins to look not only interesting, but friendly–and then lovable. Perhaps we’d then be able to see that he was, in fact, one who had transcended social limits and gone free, a joyful old guy with the wisdom of age in his face and the serenity that comes from indifference to material things. At 600 (Peace), he’s revealed as our own self in a temporary expression.
“When approached, the bum’s response to these different levels of consciousness would vary with them. With some, he’d feel secure–with others, frightened or dejected. Some would make him angry, others would delight him; some he’d avoid, others he’d greet with pleasure. (And so it’s said that we meet what we mirror.)”
In Hawkins’ book, he demonstrates the body’s ability to “speak” to our conscious awareness and discern levels of truth. I myself rarely utilize his methodology, though I strongly encourage one who is interested to study it. For me, truth is far easier to access when in silent meditation and through holding an idea or person up to my heart area. Obviously I do this mentally, within my mind’s eye, and not physically. With an open mind and grateful heart, and sincere intent NOT TO PROVE MYSELF RIGHT but to ascertain the highest level Truth that will serve the good of all, I either feel a “YESSSSS!” of buoyancy or an emptiness of gravity. Although there is much of this material world that I have yet to understand, the ability to KNOW the correct path in one’s spiritual journey is available for each of us. I have taught my children and others when considering an option or even between two different brands while shopping, to hold the item (or thought) up to one’s heart. If the idea moves one forward, that is the body acknowledging that it may be helpful. Stillness or rocking backwards is a “no.”
This method of utilizing the body as an exceptionally Intelligent biological computer who is capable of communicating its needs to our conscious awareness requires a considerable amount of TRUST. When one’s mind is “driven with the wind and tossed,” the answers will not be reliable. When one doubts the process, one’s answers will likewise waiver. Yet, when one’s mind is still and trusting and “as a pure little child,” one can listen to and “hear,” follow and come to truly KNOW and LOVE one’s Self. THIS is the level of vibratory excellence. This is the state of “wealth” versus “poor of spirit.” This is YOUR rightful inheritance as a “child of God” who has desires to grow UP into FULL spiritual maturity!
For the truly sincere, one is now able to monitor one’s own vibrational growth. Perhaps you may choose to do as I chose several years ago: Keep a daily log of your current vibrational state. Maintain in your conscious memory your ultimate goal of advancing spiritually. Compare your self to no one, only view your advancing emotional mastery as the ultimate reason for your existence! Prepare for the miraculous and let go of all expectations of what your life “should” look like as you do.
As one stands thus above the discordant vibrations of the hates and discords around him… he has overcome… and all power is given to such a one. He walks this earth in majesty, doing the greater works. If you do not believe this, but desire to experiment upon these words, then do. Try it. Live the words of Matthew 5-7 completely for 21 days. See my link of the “True Ten Commandments” as taken from within those three chapters. Post them in various places around your home and vicinity. You will soon KNOW of its power and you will need none to teach you for the Father within YOU will be your guide and your conscience. If you fall down at any time, for instance you catch yourself judging another or becoming angry, then begin again at day one minute one. At the end of 21 days, you will have transformed your life from one of mundane to divine and powerful.
When in the presence of one who resonates primarily at a high vibration, and when one has a humble, sincere, open heart and mind, one’s own energy can be stimulated. A tuning fork offers a great example. If you strike a tuning fork it will vibrate at a certain note (or frequency). A string of the same note on a piano will start to vibrate in “harmonious resonance,” although the two are not physically touching.
When Hawkins conducted his extensive studies two decades ago, he measured that only 15 percent of the world’s population is above the critical consciousness level of 200… yet that 15 percent is enough to balance the negative energy of the other 85 percent. One at 1,000 on the consciousness scale (as the one known as “Jesus the Christ” was), is sufficient to totally counterbalance all the negativity of mankind. Yet, his was not the desire, nor the purpose, to remain alone upon the mount, but to exude the vibration, create the vision, and assist all others to eventually join him there. We have a long way to go.
Yet, there is hope. Birthed within a flood of oxytocin (which creates an initial powerfully joyful sensation harmonizing with that at the highest end of the consciousness scale), individuals are consciously or unconsciously continually seeking this same state of JOY. For the rest of one’s life, the subconscious memory of the oh-so-good-and-pure-feeling acts as the enmity or “bar” with which to measure all experience.
Within the atmosphere of earth herself are many unseen currents all flowing in a river of invisible energy. Everything that has been thought or felt is still held within the auric field of our mutual physical home: the earth. Available within reach to each of us is the feeling of shame, grief, loneliness, jealousy, courage, compassion, joy… and everything in between. Reflect again upon the “ghosting effect” experienced at times on TV. Often within any of us are competing feelings. We may look forward eagerly to a coming event, yet hold some uneasiness associated with it at the same time. Concurrently, we may feel physical tiredness and a sense of concern about a child or neighbor’s situation that we are aware of. We may, thus, have multiple channels (energies) operating within us at any given time, all competing for our awareness and action. Our vibrational signature is our average measurable energy and is like the climate of a locale. Though the weather may move from cloudy to sunny, cool to warm, yet the climate is the perceivable (and measurable) weather over time.
This past week, while Krystal and I were camping in the Nevada mountains, we were blessed to interact for a couple of those days with some of the most sincere and humble people. They considered themselves recovering addicts and had met to CELEBRATE their recovery. Because I was not expected to teach them and was not directly asked, I did not volunteer the information that YOU are now receiving through this post. Yet, when the opportunities arose, I did offer them hope. Let’s now look at addictions and how they relate to one’s vibration.
While the common belief is that it’s the substance itself (whether morphine, marijuana, cocaine, opium, tobacco, gossip, shopping, sex, attention, etc.) to which the victim has become addicted, due to that substance’s power to create a “high” state of euphoria, this is an error. Alcohol or drugs do not have the power to create a “high” at all; they calibrate at a very low level and can not raise anyone to any heights.
The so-called “high” that the drug or alcohol user experiences is merely the actual effect of the drug to suppress the lower energy fields. Thus, the user is able to exclusively experience the higher ones. In this way, the drug acts as a filter to screen out all the lower tones coming from an orchestra so that all that can be heard are the higher ones.
Think of the recent “Laurel vs. Yanny” dilemma where some heard the original “Laurel” with its more treble auditory tones while others heard “Yanny.” The suppression of the low notes doesn’t create the high ones; it merely reveals them.
Because our initial birth and nursing experiences (whether in this present life or a previous one) was so powerfully bathed in oxytocin (the energy of deep connection and bliss–JOY), it has become a subconscious “bar,” never to be forgotten, and therefore, sought for ever after. It is to this experience of higher states that people become addicted… NOT the drug! Not the high of acquiring another “thing” and thus being perceived as higher on the success ladder than the “Jones’.” No, each of us want to FEEL GOOD; intrinsically. Valuable. Worthy. Holy.
As one climbs ever higher on one’s Spiritual mountain, the lower vibratory levels lose their taste and one actually exchanges one’s “appetites, desires, and passions,” for increasingly higher ones. Near-death experiences, intense meditation, classical music or art, profoundly connected relationship experiences… each one of these can increase one’s desire for the higher states of life while relinquishing one’s grasp upon the material realm.
This was my gift to David. While wrapping him in a spiritual cocoon of sorts and encouraging him to remove himself from his access to most of the “lower vibration scenarios” of which he had become accustomed for much of his prior life experiences, I also mentored him in emotional mastery while utilizing my vision to shine light upon aspects of his (false) self to which he was blind. I could only do this according to his willingness to heal and form a bond of trust with me. When he would decide that he had had “enough” and resented my assistance, I would leave him to his own devices. When he would then feel a dark void and humbly ask for my guidance and mentoring, I would and did resume. This is the service that one who has advanced upon the consciousness continuum or “Stairway to Heaven” is able to administer. I will elaborate in a future post as I share more specifically the “recipe” to assist others to heal from their emotional weaknesses and barriers and gain spiritual wealth.
The high state that people seek, by whatever means, is in fact the experience field of their own consciousness; their True Self, the Father, the “Holy (complete or entire) Spirit” within them being manifested. If one is spiritually unsophisticated and lacks a context with which to comprehend the experience, one might believe that this state of “nirvana” or JOY is created from something “out there” (such as a guru, music, drugs, lovers, and so forth). But no outside mentor or source can give lasting bliss. All that has actually happened is that, under special circumstances, they have experienced what is, in reality, “in here.” A mentor’s spotlight can merely shine a light upon that which is inside him or her. He or she must then exert the will and proper action to progress up their own spiritual mountain. A capable mentor or partner, a drug, or any “altered state” can merely assist one to experience a temporary “high;” with a “high” being a state of consciousness (energy) that is above one’s customary level of awareness. To a person who resonates mostly within shame, guilt is a “high.” Within fear, anger feels temporarily better. Courage feels better than pride. Or, from Jesus’ example: to a person resonating at Mourning, moving up to Meekness or Mercy will feel “High.” The higher the attainment of each of these states, the greater its power to reprogram the subject’s entire life. Just one moment in a very high state can completely change a person’s orientation to life, as well as his goals and values.
It is to this state, this feeling, this vibration, this energy, that Jesus was referring when he stated: “If you bring forth what is within you, what is within you will save you…!”
Sadly, the balance of nature dictates that to artificially acquire a high state without having earned it by stretching UP for better feeling one’s self (or as Jesus termed it “come unto me”), one accrues a universal DEBT. This is the travesty of addiction. This is the low that is felt when a drug wears off and the user falls to an even lower state of misery than before. This is the devastating dilemma of one who is addicted to anger and, utilizing it instead of emotional maturity, burns the very relationship that COULD save them from their low state of consciousness. Thus, “men are that they might have”…properly received through their own spiritual work… “JOY.” One “cannot live on borrowed light” with light signifying power. It must be earned step-by-step, desire-by-desire, choice-by-choice. Although force can be plundered or stolen, POWER must be truly desired… and earnestly worked for.
Although there are few individuals currently who resonate in the upper echelons of vibration, each one who does is a source of in-spiration for all others with whom he or she comes in contact. Merely “rubbing shoulders with” or being in the presence of one who has mastery of their emotions and makes all decisions from a place of “what action most benefits all others?” creates a subconscious rub within the others with whom he interacts. They FEEL something within him, a Power, that they subconsciously remember. Feeling that vibration in contrast to the vibration within themselves brings a sense of unrest. For some, this means a choice to avoid that feeling by choosing to not interact with them, even labeling the other as “crazy” or “delusional.” To project guilt upon that not consciously understood vibration radiating from the “other” brings a few moments of self-justification. For some, it brings about immature attempts to “steal” or “rape” this spirit. Yet, for others, the perceived light energy radiating from an advanced avatar gives motivation to “go and do likewise.” After all, if HE can do it, so can I!
As long as society continues to focus upon the “suppliers” of addictions (whether drugs, sex, “junk vibration” of any kind), THAT wolf will grow; there will be more and more supply. Only by re-focusing the DEMAND upon spiritual growth and by each one adopting “THY will be done” can we feed the appropriate wolf and align our selves to more and more power.
Though the Star Wars phrase, “May the force be with you,” has taken hold of many a mind, perhaps those of us who desire to truly be of service… to our Selves and all others… can internalize: “May the POWER be with us each.” Forever and ever.
IF you can conceive that YOU are a child of God, not a scorpion, not a butterfly, not an individual mundane person existing upon the earth, but a DIVINE, Eternal, Advanced Being… there is much for you to do and be and realize. You were born to BECOME that Divine, Advanced Being. From the inside out. “If you bring forth that which is within you, what is within you will save you! If you fail to bring forth what is within you, what is within you will destroy you!” May YOU utilize the power within to become WHO YOU ARE!
You may wish to copy and paste this link into your browser and watch a Monarch caterpillar transform into its cocoon… from the inside out… just as you must transform into YOUR next state of existence… from the inside out. https://www.facebook.com/diane.stewartcarrier/videos/10205325645240886/?hc_ref=ARQmZtJdn9YFBZM5hn_JbzCNAdm8ecZw71GmH51Vm8PfdKiRvnn7pVcQKkh6pXrGNqY
In joyous service…
In my pursuit of Real Truth, I have given up everything. Crawling through the “eye of the needle,” I have learned the *mysteries* and am now giving my life to assist YOU to dis-cover Who *YOU* really are, along with your unique gift to offer humanity. As you learn to seek (in the right place and with purified intent), you WILL find treasures of lasting value, along with every promised reward. Together, we will establish a society of humane beings and live life ALIVE, on PURPOSE, and with a sociality unequaled… because we will each BE and view each other as equally and profoundly DIVINE! Please… catch this Hope and Vision and join with me.