NOT about BEING poor.
I have NEVER BEEN “poor.”
Without more than a few dollars in my pocket… yes.
Having a body which requires significant daily time and privacy to maintain what is otherwise “normal” digestion… yes.
Seemingly nearly all alone in even caring about my situation… yes.
But… never “poor.”
So, here is My story:
August 10, 2003 (my 41st birthday) I submitted to my soon-to-be-former-husband who is an attorney and had angrily vowed to “destroy (me) until (I) wished (I) had never been born.” I had been shown in detailed vision what would happen to my/our 8 living children (2–17 years old) if I did not. By so doing, he gave himself full physical and legal custody of them, stripped me of my reputation, family’s and children’s respect, two beautiful homes, livelihood, etc. But I trusted the inner voice within myself. (Here is a link to a post where I tell more of that part of my story:)
I then built up a profitable in-home daycare preschool.
June 26, 2008, I was “called” to let go of every “thing” and go to South America where I was needed. I did. (This link is to a post that shares some of my experience:)
December 20, 2013, I “Quit” “working.” (Here is the story:)
Although my deepest nature is to TRUST in my well-being and the goodness of LIFE, I was compelled to experience first-hand what those who consider themselves “poor” live. I was divinely allowed to be “abased” so that I could personally demonstrate HOW to arise from the depths and prove the mindset of “I have sufficient for my needs” each moment… even when constrained within such narrow limits as I was.
Although at this very moment I am still finalizing the proof of my “theory,” here is my current report:
Without ever taking advantage of another human being or violating anyone’s agency, always returning far more in value than that which I received… and while raising my “surprise from the Universe” young daughter:
*I own a beautiful 5-year-old Volvo car that works well.
*I am renting a comfortable, warm, three-bedroom home with my now 14-year-old, wise-beyond-her-years, adorable, and gratefully respectful, daughter.
*I have a refrigerator stocked with healthy food.
*I own a beautiful re-finished antique piano upon which my daughter and I play and I give lessons to others.
*I am currently building an in-home music enterprise that will allow me to offer my heart and skills through a fun and meaningful medium to our new community, with Krystal’s assistance, while providing us a comfortable income. Within these classes, I will be interweaving these proven principles of self-empowerment and respect to each of my “students.”
Over the last decade, since I was told to let go of every “thing” and “follow Christ,” I have interacted with many amazing people. I have been tutored extensively about mortal human nature in ways that I never could have without these experiences. I have gained amazing insight into serious “personality disorders” and can offer assistance now to a wide audience as we, as one earthly “family,” move into our collective joy-filled future. Because of my persistent desire to understand the inner mental workings of those I have been in interaction with, I have received phenomenal education without attending any “university” classes (or paying a “tuition”) on the subject and while reading any books I chose, relying upon The Powers That Be to interpret and provide direction through each interaction. There could not possibly be a better way to receive True Intelligence!
Every check I have written to pay a bill I have signed with “THANK YOU!” as the subject. I cried with gratitude the time I again had *a car, and *a debit card with some money in my account which I was using to put gas in it for the first time. Oh, I felt so very wealthy!
Although *I* never actually had a “poverty mindset” myself, I still have benefitted immensely by proving for myself the strong inclination that I have lived with all my life:
WE EACH, EACH MOMENT, HAVE “SUFFICIENT FOR OUR NEEDS”… for that moment.
It is for us to FEEL *RICH* and *BLESSED* and invest the wisdom and “two mites” that we DO have access to in order to receive dividends and accrue ever better and better circumstances.
This only is possible when we truly exist to bless all of humanity with each and every interaction. We must view our life as being a tool to assist all creation. “All of Creation,” of course, includes ourselves while not being “self-centered.”
The way I “changed (my) thinking” was by turning my belief, through personal experimentation, into my reality. This is how we come to “KNOW” something. Now, having personally experienced how so many live, I can assist those who become ready and mentally opened to experience abundance on every level: mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically… AND financially.
Every day my daughter has had access to fresh fruit and vegetables. She has never gone to bed hungry. She has never required hospitalization or doctor’s assistance. She is healthy and happy and resourceful. Each night she has had at least a blanket and a roof over her head. At times we have had some assistance with food or other necessities. Much of our experience we walked to the grocery stores, carrying the bags back with us… yes, through the heat, rain, and snow. We have interacted with the best… and the worst… of human nature. Yet, she has never been raped or abused. She has developed a resiliency of spirit and a gracious gratitude for everything. She has compassion and a wisdom for assisting others who are “down” and “discouraged” that most “mature” adults do not. She truly feels that her childhood has been blessed!
Each person we have interacted with has become stronger in spirit. We have left every circumstance better than we have found it.
We are now, together, ready to assist humanity to overcome the “poor in spirit” mentality that pervades our culture while the passive-aggressives turn their blind eyes and the 1% cast their scornful gazes. (Until, even they, are ready to become TRULY wealthy—of spirit.)
It is time.
We are here!
In my pursuit of Real Truth, I have given up everything. Crawling through the “eye of the needle,” I have learned the *mysteries* and am now giving my life to assist YOU to dis-cover Who *YOU* really are, along with your unique gift to offer humanity. As you learn to seek (in the right place and with purified intent), you WILL find treasures of lasting value, along with every promised reward. Together, we will establish a society of humane beings and live life ALIVE, on PURPOSE, and with a sociality unequaled… because we will each BE and view each other as equally and profoundly DIVINE! Please… catch this Hope and Vision and join with me.