In yesterday’s post I promised an elaboration on my “interesting” day.
Here, ’tis. 🙂
I awoke yesterday, to an unprecedented constant pain throughout my abdominal area, realizing that the pain I was feeling had been building over the last while during sleep, finally waking me up. Over the next couple hours, the pain grew, extending throughout my torso. Unable to conduct my usual morning inner cleansing because of the debilitating and unrelenting distress, I laid down on my bed. Although the type of pain was new to me, I handled it like I always handle suffering of every kind, as “Jesus” taught in Matthew 5: 3-12.
Because it was a late-start day for her school, Krystal was home and aware to some degree of my situation. That afternoon, when Krystal returned from school, and I was finally on my way back “up,” she was very relieved, but expressed that she had been “soooo proud of you!” I asked her why, and she stated that “even though it was obvious you were in a whole lot of pain, you just had a gigantic smile on your face and were mumbling things like ‘I can do this, I can do this! There is a blessing here somewhere!'” Additionally, she stated that in her texts of loving concern from school during the day, she could tell from my responses that I was “being strong.”
(As always, I write of my experiences not from the human ego which needs self-aggrandizement, but as the perennial “teacher” I am. I desire to assist others always through using my life’s experiences.)
During the day, although my logical mind tried at times to make sense of the unprecedented and unmitigating pain, I could think of no explanation. It wouldn’t have been what I had eaten; there were no other possible sources that made any sense. Yet, I knew that “knowing” would come in its appointed time. So, as I lay on my bed, smile on my face, I went into my “communion” (named to distinguish it from others’ “meditation” experiences).
In my communion I sent out love and encouragement to those who came to my mind, particularly to one individual. I was open to direction “from above” (or rather, from beyond my normal conscious state), yet felt to continue just “enduring” the experience in gratitude, supplicating my “Self” to utilize the experience for whatever good was possible. I pictured my intestines becoming pristine and whole and operating as they were originally designed. I mentally “saw” all the organs, glands and tissues shimmering in their bright and happy wholeness.
As is typical during my communions, I felt rivers of electric current gently and deliciously running throughout my nervous system… first in one area, then in another, then another. Gratefully, Krystal was still home and sitting on the bed next to me during one most intriguing experience. Maybe for about ten or fifteen minutes, the palms of my hands felt something I don’t remember ever experiencing before. I’m not sure how to describe the sensation, but it was something like a tightly-woven net of electricity within each palm that pulsed with incredible power. Holding my hands in front of my face, I looked at them, asking her, “Are they shaking?” Although she claimed they were not, the incredible ALIVENESS I felt coming from each hand was a profound energetic pulsing that sure seemed like they must physically be moving as well.
Throughout the experience, my mind was at peace, my body was still, my heart was in gratitude and hope for a beautiful resolution to this experience, even though my body was wracked with excruciating pain. I called upon my eternal “Mother” for her assistance and felt her divine strength extending to me from her dimension. I reflected upon my ten birth experiences and how at the culmination of each, I had been blessed with a precious babe to hold in my arms.
Finally, about 1:00, I felt strong enough to take a bath. Though I usually am unable to just relax in a tub for long, this bath gave welcomed healing comfort. Finally… about 2:30, I felt well enough to continue with “life” as usual, though still feeling weak from the ordeal.
It was while I resumed communion at about 5:00 in the evening that I received awareness of what had taken place. I was shown that early in the morning, the very one that I had spent considerable time thinking about and sending encouraging love to, had woken up… frustrated and upset. Turning their conflicted feelings towards me, they descended into great anger which (unconsciously) sent literal spiritual attacks upon my body. Indeed, “I” had been the target of their tremendous explosive angst.
Grateful for finally understanding the situation, I then rebuilt an energetic shield around my self as I sent out to this person silent communication that I would no longer take their blows. Then, I showered out healing love to them, imploring their spirit to lay down their energetic weapons and find peace so that they could receive my light and warmth and receive comfort and direction concerning their personal situation. I continue to pour out love and hope for this precious individual… always will.
Whatever the further upgrade I received to my physical body through the experience, as I continued my communion with “The Powers That Be,” I received clear instruction which is bringing me great JOY.
And so, I announce:
I am again to establish giving seminars. I was shown during my communion that there ARE now some who have sufficiently prepared themselves for my gift. So, here is my forthcoming “gift”:
The *JOY* of Harmony Re-Parenting Seminar
Learn how to:
*Truly L.O.V.E. Your Self… so that you can… Sincerely and Correctly Respect (L.O.V.E.) Others
* Listen to… and Hear… the Real Real You
*Become a Humane human Be-ing
*Master your e-motions
*Synchronize your nervous system with the frequency of the Universe
… and, yes…
*Birth and Raise HAPPY, Empowered Children
This four-day seminar will take place Monday-Thursday, April 15-18, 2019. 10:00–5:00 each day.
The location will be determined by the number of accepted applicants, but somewhere within the vicinity of Cedar City, Utah, USA.
There will be NO CHARGE to attend this seminar, at least no money requested. However, I will expect each participant to attend with an open mind and a heart and life willing to be healed. What I present will be unprecedented and will require a believing spirit.
This seminar represents the next chapter in my GIFT to humanity.
Over the last six and a half months, since my birthday on August 10th, I have made good on my commitment. I have posted each and every day, no matter how difficult it was on many of those days to fulfill my commitment. However, last night, I received peaceful release from that daily commitment. Over the next while, I will be working on my book and preparing for the seminar. As such, my posts may be infrequent.
However, to prepare your self for what I will share during these four days, I encourage you to read and read, study, ponder, and apply what I have already posted, particularly the ten posts of “the Two Trees in the Garden,” “What Is Real?” and the six specific posts about “L.O.V.E.”
I invite each interested to respond to me personally. Utilize the comment section below if need be. Additionally, each participant will be required to go to the “Join with me” link on the right of the home page and fill out their personal information.
Please… if your life is working just fine for you… please don’t waste either of our time; do not consider attending this seminar. Continue on in your self-selected path, receiving the harvest that you have sown for your self.
However… if you have been desiring to understand YOU, realize Self-Actualization and “Gnosis,” and are longing for the JOY and Union possible for Your Self… then feel free to contact me. Again… only IF you can prepare your self with peace and hope to be shown an alternate “Way.”
Those who attend will never be the same again.
I Have (Not a “DREAM”… but) the Father’s “VISION” Sealed eternally in My Mind. It is an ever-present *vision* which has seared itself within my CONSCIOUS awareness and haunts every decision I make, every thought I think, every feeling I have. This seminar will be an attempt to assist any attendee to gain understanding into HOW I utilize my unique-to-humans-ability to *Imagine*. And, perhaps, expand their own interest in, perception of, and ability to utilize their mental sinews in a similar manner. With this necessary change of mind will come change of heart and change of action resulting in changed lives and, eventually, a changed world. I am further prompted by the counsel I have received that, having found my personal and unique “gift” for humanity, I must extend it as an offering for all before I can realize the complete healing and transformation of my own body. It is my hope that enough of us joined together as “one mind” and utilizing our brains in a sharp, consistent, unified manner… powered by pure hearts… WILL bring about the realization of my singular *vision*:
HEAVEN… upon a Regenerated Earth and within a sociality of Divine Human Beings…
A Garden of abundant immortal “flowers”… as originally intended.
In my pursuit of Real Truth, I have given up everything. Crawling through the “eye of the needle,” I have learned the *mysteries* and am now giving my life to assist YOU to dis-cover Who *YOU* really are, along with your unique gift to offer humanity. As you learn to seek (in the right place and with purified intent), you WILL find treasures of lasting value, along with every promised reward. Together, we will establish a society of humane beings and live life ALIVE, on PURPOSE, and with a sociality unequaled… because we will each BE and view each other as equally and profoundly DIVINE! Please… catch this Hope and Vision and join with me.