December of 2006, I was attending a symposium in Salt Lake City, and had flown up with a friend, Marti, sharing a room in a local hotel. While in a sleeping state, I had a vision in which I was asleep but felt something gentle occasionally and momentarily press upon my body. After a few soft touches, I began to stir and rouse my self. Though my eyelids felt leaden, I struggled to open them.
Looking around, I saw that I was lying in a bed in a room of many other beds, each occupied by a sleeping person. As I watched, little elf-like creatures silently yet joyfully ran around a walled center partition that had an opening near the ceiling. It was through this opening, on the other side, that I saw “Chris.” In rhythm, I would see his smiling face appear as he exuberantly bounced upon his (apparent) bed. Both he and the little men were tossing balloons at the sleeping individuals. Seeing this, I realized that that explained the soft touches that had awakened me.
Though exhausted, I wanted to join in the game. With increasing desire, I wanted, really wanted… HAD TO… join these “little men” as one of THEIR team mates. As in the game of “Red Rover, Red Rover,” watching them for a few minutes and their deep fulfillment was “calling me over” to THEIR side.
Exerting everything I had within me, I fully opened my eyes and sat up. Now, as I looked ahead at what had been the walled partition, its density had changed to that of a mere cheesecloth texture. I could completely see through to the entire room, whereas before I could mostly only see the half of the room where the sleeping individuals lie. Fighting sleep like a heavy drug, I put my feet on the floor and stood up. As I did so, I opened my eyes on “reality” and was standing up in the hotel room, fully awake with Marti drowsily looking at me from her bed.
This vision is an amazing analogy of my life. In the twelve years since my experience, its prophecy has literally come to pass. Perhaps there are some who can read through the symbolism. In simplicity, it mirrors the LDS Temple Endowment, though Brigham Young ignorantly extricated the character “Adam’s” awakening at the end.
A humble soul who has begun waking up, beginning to realize that “there’s more to this existence than I’ve been led to believe,” enters into a transition state, wondering what to make of this world. A dear friend of mine wrote recently on face book (in part): “How do you, my friends, that know what I know, find a way to live with this knowledge? Finding the truth has been an experience of insane joy accompanied next by the ultimate despair…. If any of my friends care to share how their view has helped them to rise above the despair, I would love to hear.”
I was reminded of the warning at the beginning of the LDS Temple Endowment which, basically, invites any would-be participant to leave if they are not willing to accept and abide by the greater knowledge that would be imparted. When given a choice to begin to gather conscious awareness of WHAT IS REALLY TRANSPIRING and the deep significance of each of one’s choices… OR … continue participating in the relatively UN-conscious state of mortality… does one continually hit the snooze button, or, like me, choose to become fully awake and consciously participating as quickly as possible? For those, like my dear friend I just quoted, who have left “the world” (Babylon), yet still cling to many facets of it, theirs is a continual battle. They are stuck in “no-man’s land;” a “cognitive dissonance” where the alarm clock is ringing, it’s one’s own “due time,” yet the desire for sleep overpowers their spirit. Yes, “the spirit is willing, yet the flesh is weak.” Which will triumph?
As in the symbolic story of Moses, until fully desirous, one who has left the “world” yet has not fully entered into the state of empowered Gnosis may wander around and around and around (“40 years”) in a wilderness state until they have purified their desires and found their confidence to be allowed into a higher state of awareness where they may now bear sweet fruit.
Nearly a century ago, Hans Jenny, a Swiss philosopher, doctor, and musician, engaged in studying sound frequency’s effects on matter. With photographic documentation, he wrote of the effects of sound vibrations on fluids, powders and liquid paste, calling this phenomenon “Cymatics.”
Jenny (pronounced “Yenny”) made use of crystal oscillators and other contrivances to set plates and membranes spread with various substances vibrating. Low tones resulted in rather simple and clear pictures, while higher tones formed more complex structures. As he increased the frequency (i.e. gradually “tuned-up” the pitch from one note to another… for instance, from an “A” to an “A sharp,”) the powder (or liquid molecules) would bounce around to ever-increasing states as they each moved to a new position. What had once been a shared stable pattern of concentric circles (for example) would change into ever-increasing complexity. A slithering snake, a dragonfly, amazing intricacies of design and movement were the result of some of the higher vibrations. Can you imagine the degree of intelligence and ability to “hear” that each molecule, each grain of sand, obeyed? THIS is what a tone meant. 🙂 THIS is being “redeemed from the fall.”
What has intrigued me most as I have studied the phenomenon of vibration’s effect upon matter, is that the movement from one state of existence or particular tone into another higher state moves one through a state of unrest, chaos, “cognitive dissonance,” until, finally, a new state of organization is achieved. Jenny concluded from his studies, “This is not an unregulated chaos; it is a dynamic but ordered pattern.” Yet, Jenny was not one of the sand particles being continually bumped and stepped over by the other moving particles. To the sand grains, Jenny was a “god!”
Picture if you will, 15 billion grains of sand each “waking up” and receiving orders from within to move to a different location within their commonly shared dish. As they each move, like “bumper cars,” there is tremendous jostling and collision. “Move out of my way, I need to get through!” “Hey, you’re in my place, get out of there.” Excuse me, excuse me, coming through.”
This is the current state of the earth’s inhabitants. Global warming is (purposefully) raising the vibratory state from one degree of intelligence into another. Those who are beginning to “wake up” and gain more consciousness (and its resultant conscience) are attempting to (more politely, perhaps) maneuver into a more suitable space. However, “someone’s been sleeping in my bed… and there she is!” There are, thus, “wars and rumors of wars.” Yet, to attempt to gain understanding while simultaneously “keeping the status quo” brings even greater inner conflict. One cannot fully be in two states at the same time. This is double-mindedness and each must “choose ye this day whom ye will serve.” As Jesus said, “I come, not to bring peace, but a sword.” “For I have come to set a man at variance with his father, and the daughter with her mother, and the daughter-in-law with her mother-in-law.” (Matthew 10: 35). Real Truth is intended to move us to a higher state of life, different relationships, clearer views, more conscientious and accurate choices that benefit the greater good instead of the individual alone.
To try to remain in one’s former place upon the cosmic chessboard is to dam the entire game. What once may have been a “good enough” relationship now does not work. Former “correct choices” at one level are now just plain wrong. Yes… to remain stuck is hell. Contrary to a popular phrase: IGNORANCE is NOT bliss. Persistently keeping one’s eyes closed to the Glory of their Actual and Eternal Self is Hell. Confusion. Loneliness. Wisdom and Intelligence are Bliss and are only possible when one has dis-covered one’s REAL Self and has taken up one’s appropriate position amongst the divine Whole.
Remaining spiritually asleep or even ambivalent is to spurn the greater degrees of consciousness. Existing in the lower states of conscious awareness, one lacks understanding. At these lower consciousness levels (deep sleep), one continually adds to the moral demise of humanity. Ignorance (spiritual sleep) is the root of all fears, bringing judgment and mistakes in its wake.
“We don’t like what we don’t understand, in fact, it scares us.” (From “Beauty and the Beast”) Fear and ambivalence, which derives from ignorance, is not a wise GPS. Fear closes the portal through which Intelligence flows. Thus, ignorance.. and ambivalence… cannot be bliss.
Yet, subtly change that ignorance into open-hearted innocent awareness, and as you follow the wonder and curiosity of that plastic mind, you will gain knowledge.
KNOWLEDGE is Power. And the knowledge worth truly knowing is the great secret of WHO ARE *YOU*? This “gnosis” (Knowing) is the Truth that shall set you free. Free from all guess-work. Free from all suffering. Free from misery and lack. Knowing yourself and living True to that precious voice within YOU guides you into Intelligence and Wisdom, taking you courageously through any shadowy fears by its steady spotlight. Gnosis brings Bliss and a power that can not be described by words. Yet, to acquire this KNOWING requires a journey into a higher vibration as one literally rearranges every belief, relationship, and choice and aligns one’s self Wholly into a higher dimension of awareness.
Yes, the movement into one’s more appropriate place with its resultant wisdom is loaded with accidents, judgments and uncertainty. Being jolted from one’s blindness is not without its stubbed toes. But… “For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required.” (Luke 12: 48)
While some wish to continue sleeping, thus, figuratively singing: “Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die,” others are beginning to wake up and arise. For those wishing to remain ignorant, the “spiritual girls (or those who are young and without power), they “just wanna have fun!” Thus, dis-interest has weeded out the majority from expanding in consciousness.
But… to those who can NOT be kept back, who have foresight regarding the (possible) future… what now? This, then is the question that my friend asked on face book. Having taken a few faltering steps forward, she feels weak. Like “Lot’s wife,” she and others like her have been guided out of one level of consciousness, but, missing the relics of the past, they turn back, not fully resolute to walk forward with their eye single “to the glory of God.” Thus, the “living water” (higher level truth) is slowly drained from them and all that is left is the material shell: a pillar of salt. As those in Lehi’s vision who partook of the delicious fruit, yet missed their friends and former life and attempted to cling to the both, they learned the hard way and also failed. “One Cannot serve God AND mammon.” To be “double-minded” or remain in “cognitive dissonance” is misery. This has been the yo-yo choosing of so many throughout time who have been “gifted” with enhanced seeds of truth, yet have floundered through ambivalence. Likewise, many who responded to my friend’s plea on face book did so from the same stuck vibration, keeping them down and in their complacent states. Reading of their despair and degrees of apathy, I was moved upon to speak sternly:
In deep and pure love for each of you who have commented… WHAT???! Is existence… drowning yourselves in movies and diversions… the BEST that “the message” has done for you? … Fully Receive “the message!” Apply it! Let it change you from the INside Out! Quit wasting the days of your probation spreading more hopelessness and despair! … Please shake yourselves. Wake UP! Even if only one person is assisted by your precious HOPE (Remember it’s definition?: “The *IN*trinsic measure of your humanity. That which you FEEEEEL is possible, despite the apparent improbabilities.”) YOU DO “have superhero qualities.” You were NOT born to crawl “on thy belly” and “dust thou shalt eat.” You were BORN to be FILLED with Hope, to LIVE and be a BEACON FOR the “words of CHRIST.” … Kimberly
And now, I speak to each of you who read my words: “Know ye not that ye are all a part of the body of Christ?” “When two or more of you are gathered together, in my name, there will I be also.” WAKE UP!!! Leave… FULLY… Babylon. Extricate yourself from the relationships that bring you no joy and tether you to the relationships and cares of the world(ly). Leave the former ways of spiritual and emotional impotence and ignorance. Wake up and Walk Forward Spiritually. Live with Aliveness. Live with Power. BE a beacon of Hope. Let your LIGHT *SHINE.* Assist others to want to wake up to the sunshine!
The mandatory books have been written. The “seventh trumpet” has sounded with its raised frequency. The “message” has been made available. Let the mailman go! His shift is over! Fully receive and read and apply the message. Let him relax. Take Up YOUR cross, and Make YOUR life worthwhile. APPLY the (pure) message! If you Truly “love” and respect him, then do not let his life and message be in vain!
So… leaving the transition state (wilderness), now what?
If you have read each of the six L.O.V.E. posts I have written, then I would encourage You to consider measuring Your vibration. Where are You upon the scale of human consciousness? You must judge (measure) your self, but only with integrous sincerity can you deduce your honest state. Deceiving yourself is in no way helpful to your spiritual development. Truly, How awake have you become? You may want to re-read and deeply ponder my prior posts. You may also wish to read David Hawkins’ book “Power vs. Force” for his application of measuring your consciousness and soul growth.
I am now “calling all angels.” If there are any within the sound of my voice (these posts) who calibrate at the level of “Love” (500 upon Hawkins’ logarithmic scale from 0-1000), then please go to my link: “Join with Me.” Sign in and become a part of the BODY of awake and aware beings who choose to dedicate your life to doing “the Father’s will.” By myself, I have been little able to make much visible difference. But… “when two or more are gathered together in my name (as high-vibration, empowered beings seeking the Good Of All), there will I (power) be also.” As a single-minded Body, our collective wisdom and power can get the job done and move humanity forward with clarity and insight. We MUST unite and become “of one mind” and “one heart.”
Wherever you currently are upon the “Stairway to Heaven,” as long as you are single-mindedly moving forward and upward, clinging to the “words of Christ,” in complete honesty with yourself, humbly willing to course correct and have your blind spots pointed out to you by the “eyes of Christ”… you can enter into the “Kingdom” this very day. With tenacity and integrity you can leave the fallen world behind and discover a state of True Peace and Understanding that defy description. Regardless of your current level of conscious calibration, apply the hints and applications I write about in my posts. Your transcendence will be glorious!
Again, I enCOURAGE you, *each* singular individual. You are Not a complete entity! You are a “unit,” a “piece,” an essential “atom” of one more splendid and powerful body seeking organization: One “Body of Christ.” This is the New and Everlasting Covenant of Marriage. This is becoming The Sealed Portion. Will you join with US?
You have now been “called.” Will you choose your Self?
I hope so. Let me know.
Suggestion: Review the “What is Real?” post as well as the six parts unveiling “L.O.V.E.” and commit “The True Ten Commandments” to both mental and cellular memory. Love your (highest) Self… with all your heart, might, mind, and strength and each and every “other” as Their highest Self directs. In peace…
In my pursuit of Real Truth, I have given up everything. Crawling through the “eye of the needle,” I have learned the *mysteries* and am now giving my life to assist YOU to dis-cover Who *YOU* really are, along with your unique gift to offer humanity. As you learn to seek (in the right place and with purified intent), you WILL find treasures of lasting value, along with every promised reward. Together, we will establish a society of humane beings and live life ALIVE, on PURPOSE, and with a sociality unequaled… because we will each BE and view each other as equally and profoundly DIVINE! Please… catch this Hope and Vision and join with me.